i wanted the future
to solve my problems
and when it arrived
so did i

i didn’t like it
in the future
so I slept in
nostalgia

so back i go
to the past
to dream back time
yesteryear

and here i am
and with my problems
avoiding hurts
making harms

the future now
cascades retreats
of back and forth
ambivalence

here i am
or was i when
where was i now
am i back then?